Good feeling

Soo I don't know why but I think this year is going to be great! Tough but great. I'm doing my A levels this year and i'm so nervous for the outcome but I know that if I will work hard and study occasionally I will receive my predicted grades. I hope so! So yeah this year is going to be great because I will eventually turn 18. I don't know if making a big blast about it will disappoint me in the end but at the moment i'm so excited! One of the reasons i'm craving this day is that I will finally get my driving license. This means that I will not be dependent on my parents or the buses' schedules to move around! I can grab my keys and hit the road any minute. Now a lot of my friends claim that once you get the license you are bored of driving anywhere but never mind I'm still excited woohoo! Anyways I HOPE that my boyfriend won't move away this year- cause there's a chance he will- because instead of great, this year will end up being so awful. But i'm still hoping things will turn out good for him... for us! I try to always see things positively:)

Really confused right now

I am indeed really really confused right now. Not with what i'm going to wear or what I will eat but actually with the attitude of some people. I'm concerned of how much someone can pretend and for how long. I mean there are some people who just play all nice and angels in front of you and just stab you as soon as you turn your back. And these people are the ones you call "best friends". Fortunately though this turned good for me since my real best friends are still okay with me, they are very nice, and only one girl with which me and my besties used to hang out turned the tables on us. One moment she's all smiles and giggles the next she's distant and gossiping us. I just don't understand that. A good friend is the one who stays by your side no matter what. That's what i've learned. I never betrayed any of my friends and neither have they except from this girl. I'm really disappointed right now cause I used to hang out A LOT with her and we discussed everything and we went to ballet lessons together. But now when I see her on my lessons I just smile politely and talk with the other girls. Ironic how we two used to be the ones sitting in the corner of the classroom laughing non-stop. Now I just see her as a stranger and it hurts a lot that things turned out this way. But I guess she's the one who made this choice, she's the one who pulled herself out of our friendship just to be friends with another group. So I guess that's how life is, isn't it?