Good feeling

Soo I don't know why but I think this year is going to be great! Tough but great. I'm doing my A levels this year and i'm so nervous for the outcome but I know that if I will work hard and study occasionally I will receive my predicted grades. I hope so! So yeah this year is going to be great because I will eventually turn 18. I don't know if making a big blast about it will disappoint me in the end but at the moment i'm so excited! One of the reasons i'm craving this day is that I will finally get my driving license. This means that I will not be dependent on my parents or the buses' schedules to move around! I can grab my keys and hit the road any minute. Now a lot of my friends claim that once you get the license you are bored of driving anywhere but never mind I'm still excited woohoo! Anyways I HOPE that my boyfriend won't move away this year- cause there's a chance he will- because instead of great, this year will end up being so awful. But i'm still hoping things will turn out good for him... for us! I try to always see things positively:)

Give up?! Nahh

Soo me and my boyfriend decided one thing. To not give up yet. I'm referring to my parents not accepting him as my boyfriend. We shall go after what we want. We talked things out and decided that the next time we go out and my father comes to pick me up he will walk with me to the car and just talk to him and introduce himself over the window. It's either by free will or by force but my father will get to meet him. From then and on, it's my father's decision whether he will approach him more or just ignore this nice gesture. I don't know if this will be a good move but we have nothing to lose at this point. Ugh I really wish things were normal with my parents. Why do they have to make it this hard! I've done nothing wrong I am a good girl who just fell in love what's the deal here?!